Wednesday, April 09, 2008

Time

How did it happen? I swear ever since spring break came and went time has been on fast forward. Everytime I look up to breathe an entire week has gone by. I really can not make myself think beyond the day at hand it makes my heart rate sky rocket. The end of semester is approaching fast. It's scary and exciting all at once. This is a make or break semester. I'm in my first residential studio, which is secretly referred to as the 'weed-out class' meaning this is where they get rid of real crappy designers. To say I'm nervous is an understatement. I still need to make some changes to my original projects and complete the final one I'm currently working on...not sure how this is all going to pan out since I'm on the verge of a burn out at the same time;-) I will spare you of my meltdown from last week, emotions were on overdrive!

A few things I've learned about myself or have actually known for a long time and now need to face these facts. I am a very aggressive woman. What does this mean? Not much for the majority of you as long as you don't spend much time with me. I HAVE to find a way to run. It's no longer an option to skip, even if it's only for 20 minutes I have to run, period, end of story! When I don't let's just say it gets a tad ugly. I am a brutally honest woman so when I don't get rid of my energy it comes out in words so please be careful what you ask me, I will answer.

Last but not least I have decided to start training again. Ok, it doesn't officially begin until May 27th but I will be following through this time. I have some unfinished business with the marathon and plan to stake my claim in December!!!


Now to get through today, left, right, left;-)

5 comments:

MW said...

Yay!!! California Int't!!!!

what MPW will you choose?

Unknown said...

I'll be in Steve's group...I almost feel sorry for the peeps that will be in my 8am class with me;-)

Notice I said almost...

Shorey said...

Yay, Katie! It's important to make the time for those things that feel good - and the clearing of the mind is an awesome side effect.

holly said...

I agree! Those 20 minutes will be wonderful. Sometimes it take a complete brake down to realize things.

What so bad about being
aggressive? :)

Maggie said...

taking time to run is super important. its great for your mental well being...and great for others too...

kinda like letting out my road rage out on the road before I get to where ever I'm going. If I don't cuss out the guy cutting me off, then my true friends who I adore, will get the brundt of my bottled up anger.

running and flipping off drivers...a daily must!!